sugarpieberry

2011-11-02T01:57:00.003+08:00

hey everyone who are reading my blog.

I know my english was bad.

But i make it short so that yu guys

will understand more my feeling is.

wow!for so long I didnt in touch here.I was busy with school.

Its been 11month.I new it thats more life to go and share

the memoriesLlike I can see the moment in school or home.

School keep my busy with assignment all.At home just watch tv

helping mum to do house work.My hady and me was sprate a month

then we patch back because I touch his love back and continue.The same

rountine again.So Im not gg to tell about him.what ever happen between me and him

i try

best

NOT

TO THINK

HIM

AGAIN!!!

Because i dont want hurt myself.enjoying my life.

ONE

TWO

THREE

EVERYTHING

Going to continue again

in here.

I love my life

I love my guy.

whatever

you just see...

2011-01-04T01:06:00.002+08:00

one month as pass.

still no response of him.

trying my best to be strong.

i know he had new gf.maybe

i know he been working hardly to get the motorbike

he wanted.but what to do.i cant help him.

no answers at all.but i realise since the day we knew,

he hot temp.but inside the heart

he so sweets.i know him well

he dont like people call him always.

he like people sms rather calling the person.

in case something urgent he will call.

please stop beggin him.he dont like.please

talk sweet on him and be nice with him.

he like the girl who really sweet and nice.

he like to advanture a lot.thats i like with him most.

i miss him

kisses~

hugges~

sweet talk~

her mum~

but ...................................................

speechless~

2011-01-01T12:17:00.002+08:00

end of chapter of 2010!

BEGIN NEW CHAPTER OF 2011

my evaluation~

slim down

had straight hair

became pretty girl~hahaha

studies hard in nafa~

get baby~

maybe have~

NO bf~

still love~

trying my best~

to move on~

by the way~

my new was suck ever!

2010-12-13T10:15:00.002+08:00

Today, work beginning in my life.

no choice searching for money.struggle for school.

I'm feeling better.due my boy~boy.

yesterday was great day.I'm kinda miss him so much.

and i know it's to believe that boy~boy don't want me

as GF.but think back??

5 years go thru.maybe we need some space.

i just care about you deeply.

he worked as riders~

sometime late night.came back home.

i don't get it.just want say~

take care~

work hard~

i love you so much~

2010-12-06T08:44:00.003+08:00

I feel that, life must move on no matter what you try to prove it right.

some time you need to think back because its hurt so much until you cant breath and coughing blood.

this is my first time having this sickness.i know i'm so stupid.having this sickness.

but what to do.it start the day on 30/11/2010.

that night,i was waited boy-boy for 1hour plus.i so scare that night.waited.

this Aunties so creep asking me money.i ignored.i feel so cool that night.

waiting for him to fetch me.

of sudden,i cry....

cant say a word.waiting..

he called.asking me where i am.trying my best

feeling so mad and so much of anger.i'm tired.

i meet him..

i was piss off.

took 1hr plus to reach.i shout at him.

to his motorbike keys..throw me the money.

throw my master cards.

this is all my fault.i will never do that again on you..

the day that we had quarrel until now..no response.

...............................................................................................................................................................

munirah"-i know i ask forget me as your bestfriend..

i'm sorry if hurt you.i know its hard to forget that word on yu.

i still remember you are the best girl always beside me.

cheer me up.saying hello..no matter you down or happy.

right now.your situation still confused.

think focus in your project.i always there for you.

no matter what.your project is important.

love you~

miss you~

..............................................................................................................................................................

hadi"- i know i make biggest mistake ever.i had known my mistake.

it hard to believe.i survive without you now.

it's pain in heart.every night keep thinking about you.

praying your love to be back.i'm waiting the right time.

i'm trying my best not to call you and meet you.

waiting for your call.

it's been 5years.we together.are we still the same?

think about it.if yes.tell me.no need to make me

like this.i will give you few days to settle it.

i will be waiting for you.tell me.please.

begging you~

love you~

misses you~

.....................................................................................................................................................................

every single day i had rough time.knowing with work and someone

humility~

headache~

heart pain~

faint anytime~

less eat~

less spending time~

stress~

tired~

miserable~

hard to say..

trying my best to think positive.

and move on.its hard.totally hard.

5years down the road.having a good relationship.

then...lost everything..

confident~

lost hope~

lost love~

have you ever seen a person surfer deeply in heart??

cb!

2010-09-12T17:22:00.002+08:00

no need to show your attitude here can?wtf!i dont like it.there got alot of people come overmy hse.you still wanna make fun of me.saying about my hair style.tell my hair stupid.what kind people you are?bitch!it just make me sad.people laugh at me.wtf!really darm piss off..

2010-09-04T00:48:00.003+08:00

all i can say that i'm sorry.it just that i don't want to hang out with you and there reason why.

i wan to change.i don't want you guys get hurt from me.that's a lot of thing you haven't know me well.i'm sorry.

2010-08-23T22:59:00.002+08:00

harlo!

i had dreadslock hair.was darm cool.but people seem like,don't like and some not.

but never mind, still my hair.

I a lot assignment!

I'm going to be death.

oh ya,today was Jeoy Birthday!

I went send my phone for repair.

then send my friend back home..

boring right my life??

2010-08-18T02:23:00.002+08:00

I had English class yesterday.wow!I had a great time with my classmates.I never new thing will change ,that they were so bad in another way.like don't know how to speak English.Some how they knew.Thats good for them.learning in English its good to practice always.Every time and everyday.About my lecture.she so funny, the way she made us to understand better in English.If can i want to have better grade in English.I promise myself to do better in English and studies hard.

The end

TO ALL MY MALAY FRIEND

HAPPY FASTING MONTH!

ANOTHER 25 DAYS TO GO.

2010-08-18T01:59:00.001+08:00

I had my new blogskin.I love it.I will post are new life-style.yeahppx!:))

2010-01-25T00:08:00.000+08:00

Show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart

Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze upon me
Guilty roads to an endless love
There's no control
Are you with me now?
Your every wish will be done
They tell me

There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body, and soul
How can it be
You're asking me
To feel the things you never show

You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can't be there where you are

2009-12-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

i was plis to tell yu that..call me now.cos yu did it again

2009-12-29T01:50:00.002+08:00

i was having great tyme at home and i outside with bestie.i was trying to help her about some stuff that i never hear before.i was so curious.about a month didnt spend time with her..alot thing we hvnt talk so much.as in GIRLS GOSSIP.i had fun wf yu...

so far i know that i promise that someone.

if i care yu so much.will yu listern to me.dont yu?

i really wanna yu to good life.not just staying at home..

but i love yu.i dun mean it wat i say on that day.wokey.

i hope yu can promise me.wat on that day i say..

2009-12-20T03:52:00.004+08:00

i was really peace off.about werk.tired.its been so hardly meeting my friend.

working.desperate for money.got alot thing to do.haiz..

know it over between school.the day goes by i cant meet someone i love.why?why?why?

it hard been like this all the time.if that day yu call me just to say "hey..if free call me back."no use.cos its been crazy think of yu scream every night over you.i totally misses you.but i cant meet yu.serious if yu keep secret on me.im sorry.i had to leave.i decide to go somewhere.not in Singapore .maybe i change my number or just having fun working.but at least i wont disturb yu anymore.cause i know im always useless and childish.so i know i had decide to do my own way.so if yu think yu didnt go your exam or wat.sorry.this time round i dont care.yu need to earn money.to help ur family so much. seriously so much.if yu refuse to heard me.thats fine.yu totally make urself fool.but 2nd taught i was so desperate to help yu.to go school.but im the want who know ur heart better.your feeling.sometime i like to make yu angry cause yu look cute to me.no use to saying that.i know your feeling just pass way.getting fade..if the person never think of yu...haiz..im the person always at ur heart always beside yu.hows crazy wf you..lets the A'LLAH decide it...

(ya'llah,aku bermohon semua bayek dalam hidupku.berikan semangat diriku.linduhi hadi kalau ader jahat2..tolong tunjukkan bahwa hadi betul-betul mahu saya dalam hidupan dier.

ya'llah,aku berharap semua bersalamat dan saya masih sygkan hadi.hadi kekasihku yang selalu bersabar dgnku.i berharap sentiasa sihat dan gembira selalu.bismillah)

2009-12-17T10:51:00.002+08:00

if you think i grab attention..just leave me alone.if yu still care about me or watever thing.call me.i really need yu so much.in my life.i cant stop thinking about...:(

2009-12-17T00:10:00.002+08:00

oh well,i cant say much.Because it been so pain cant get up from bed.every night i sream from bad dream or not bad dream something killing me at my heart.thinking about someone who really love me.as the day goes by.i wondering whats wrong with me?isnt my attitude was so bad.really bad???only A'LLAH know what wrong with me..:(

i got BF.like i dun have at all.like kill somene.

i got BESTIE.like i dun have.i wish that one day.im gone.some where.

2009-11-15T14:08:00.003+08:00

i was totally having turf time.because my school got a lot of thing to do.i'm lil busy.till i didn't update.to my dear my friend.i had lost your link.hope you can link me back or tag me back.so far i work FNB line.i now its hard for me to work out with school and work part-time.it so fcuking stress.i didn't know what to do..until the day going to end for the week..haiya!stress2..im guess stop here.if i can,i will to tell yu more..haiya...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-10-23T00:03:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY SYGHADY!!!!

I MISS YOU.DO TAKE CARE OF URSELF.

SORRY IF I DIDN'T SPENT TIME WITH YOU.

DUE SAME PROBLEM.WAIT FOR NOVEMBER.

I REALLY WANT SPENT TIME WITH YOU..

I DO LOVE YOU SO MUCH.

ALL THE BEST YOU MAKE DECISION AND

MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

:(

2009-10-13T00:07:00.003+08:00

who FAN of DOLLAH KASSIM??!

PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM.

GET WELL SOON..

FOR TEACHER MS ELLYA!

I MISS YOU SO MUCH..

WE WILL PRAYER

HARDLY FOR YOU..NO MATTER

WHAT..WE AS CLASS OF DMD 1K

WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

Miss the memory of us..

2009-09-24T01:28:00.003+08:00

I seem so insecure right now
can you please tell me how
I don't understand
please I need your hand

This is making me crazy
can you please tell me
do you love me
do you care for me
Is this true
I do care for you
I do love you
I so need you

Could this be our last touch
baby I do miss you much
I love you more than anything
baby you are ment for me
I'm begging you to come and this love
I can't stand you up above

baby this is making me crazy
can you please tell me
baby I'm praying for you
but I do need you so...

my prayer:

dear god:

to the man that i love at tampines
I hope you're taking good care of him
I miss him dearly
through laughs and smiles
the memories of us will never fade
I wish him well
and every night he'll be in my heart
I love him so, I need him so
but he's in the sky
everytime I look upon the night
singing a song I made for him
and hoping he'll hear it
I'll be strong and hold our love in my heart
for I promise this will never fall apart

I love you...I miss you

MISSES YOU!

2009-09-24T00:07:00.002+08:00

2009-09-22T00:47:00.002+08:00

DAY OF HARI RAYA!

on that day..full of happiness.

i shall said that,i had fun,but I was

mooding wf someone.after all..was great time

seeing my sisterbother and the love ones.

but i was so MALU..people keep given me

DUIT RAYA seh..im big readie...hahaha!

but next year.i cant.i need to give to youger

wants.to my anak sedare!not worry,not wait!

next year you guys can give me the money..yeah2..

CiNTa TerLaRanG

2009-09-18T02:25:00.001+08:00

Kau kan slalu tersimpan di hatiku
Meski ragamu tak dapat kumiliki
Jiwaku kan slalu bersamamu
Meski kau tercipta bukan untukku

Tuhan berikan aku hidup satu kali lagi
Hanya untuk bersamanya
Ku mencintainya sungguh mencintainya

Rasa ini sungguh tak wajar
Namun ku ingin tetap bersama dia
Untuk selamanya

Mengapa cinta ini terlarang
Saat ku yakini kaulah milikku
Mengapa cinta kita tak bisa bersatu
Saat ku yakin tak ada cinta selain dirimu

KeMas RuMah..buy new shoes

2009-09-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

mcm2 aku kemas..bilik la,hall la..

kirekan semua tempat aku kemas.

penat,penat,penat

mlm nie last copei.

semua kene bersih.but one thing

today im gg off to buy new shoes

for hari raya.wee!

but i just cant wait to see

my lovelysyg wearing the

same colour wf me..

maybe!or not arh...

sometime bingit seh!

2009-09-13T01:44:00.003+08:00

NAK TAHU APER...

selame nie,aku dgn org nie...

dier tk pernah nk spent time dgn family aku..

OPPS!SABAR!

PERNAH DIER SPENT TIME DGN FAMILY AKU

"TAPI" NAK AJAK MACAM PINIC KER ATAU

JALAN2 SAME...ALAH MACAM GITU LA...

dah tu...dah 3 tahun sentengah aku dgn dier.

TAPI bukan main susah nk jumpe family and spent time rapat2...

UH!nk tahu lagi aper!

aku jer asyik SPENT time dgn diernye family...

boring,boring,boring.

SAPE-SAPE YANG ADER BF KER ATAU GF KER?

JANGAN LAH JADI MACAM AKU NIE.

NANTI SUSAH!SUSAH TAK PASAL..LAGI KALAU

DIER BINGIT.TU DAH LAIN MACAM!

LAGI TAMBAM MASALAH!

TUPTUP NANTI..SENANG JER

DIER CAKAP DGN KOWG.TUNGGU

NEXT YEAR,NEXT YEAR,NEXT YEAR!HAIZ...

SUSAH BETUL...

Kadang2..kite tipu pun tk guna..sebar nk suruh

bf ker atau gf rapat dgn family...

PUAS HATI DIAM SUDAH...

NANTI DIER BUAL DGN KOWG..PELAHAN-LAHAN.

RAYA LAGI!!!!

HAIZ...jgn cakap..lagi tambah masalah.sudah betul..

nak spent time dgn kawan pun..susah!nnt

TUPTUP,NEXT YEAR,NEXT YEAR,NEXT YEAR!

KOWG TK MENDAK KER..HAIZ..KAWAN KOWG PUN

NK TGK JUGAK..SAPE GF KAU KER ATAU BF KAU..

UH!TU BARU BEST..AT LEAST FUN JUGAK.DAPAT KENAL2

KAWAN LAME KER..ATAU KAWAN BARU.JADI UR BF KER

ATAU GF KER..DAPAT TAHU..

NIE TIDAK!SATU PUN TK NAK IKUT...HAIZ..

MEMBER2 AKU..JANGAN LAH JADI MACAM AKU OKEY!

lucky to have you..

2009-09-10T12:24:00.002+08:00

To someone i know him for 3years plus....

I knew your dreams
Because we used to talk
For hours at a time.

I knew your friendship
Because you were always there
When I needed your comfort.

I knew your pain
Because you trusted me enough
To share your past with me.

I knew your fears
Because you helped me
To see that mine were the same.

I knew what was important to you
Because you were always
So honest with me.

I knew your goals
Because I felt the enthusiasm
In your words when you talked of them.

I knew your guidance
Because you patiently explained
The things I didn't understand.

I knew your heart
Because I saw right into it
And felt it a part of my own.

I knew your honor
Because you let me go
When I fell in love with you.

And I knew your love
Because you wouldn't let me dream
of us together.

thats why...you make me fallen in love with you again and again....

2009-09-02T11:14:00.002+08:00

sorry for not update.

i was to busy,looking for job and i got a lot of assignment to go thru.

so far,i with hady..hmm..cant tell.sercet..when its over.i will tell

how diffcult it is.somemore its hard to say that i cant bear to see

when person fighting just small thing can make be bigger problem.

but after awhile it will became friend again or still to be together.for me

to say..lets forget it about stupid things and walk away.

TO MY Dear FRIEND

if you got problem,try to talk to the person,

solve it.that the good idea for not fight.

all the best to my dear friends...

2009-08-08T17:25:00.001+08:00

I'M
MISS
YOU
SO
SO
SO
MUCH!!!

2009-07-30T09:43:00.004+08:00

I was really upset because i could

not leave someone that i love so much.

I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM

I CAN'T STOP SMELL OF HIM

I wish i can said sumthing on yu that

I LOVE YU

2009-07-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

its really turf saying to hady.cause we really need money.saving and many more.so we searching for work.but we could not find a work its suitable for us.we plan we want to work together.but an up.we didnt get any job.

but im gg miss my ayg so much.im sorie okie.wat i did to yu..
best of luck okie..
love yu...

IDAH BIRTHDAY

2009-07-20T22:49:00.004+08:00

Today i got a lot of fun.seeing my dear friend was so happy because her birthday.i know for the pass few days yu so sad about something...i didn't know about it.accept for mastura.i wonder why..but after all.she was really happy.but i will never forget you and the rest of my friends.we had to celebrate after school.cause due about school work.so mostly we had fun together.then we went back around 6 plus.i took train with NISA.we had nice convensation.but I'm the want said that "you" on her..haahaha.cos we were talking about something then i accidently saying that word..but i don't do it for purpose...

Then reach home.i want for jog.then excise for 30mins.was really tired.i wish i could find a softball team so that i can loose weight.so after all,i went clean my room.do my portfoilo...

To syg,i miss yu so much.cant to meet yu on wednesday...

2009-07-20T10:54:00.003+08:00

I will wait for the

NEW MOON MOVIE

CANT TO SEE...

Im going be the first want

to see...

i was really feel awesome wf yu.on LAST SATURDAY.

i had fun wf yu.so much of dramatic.by the way..cant wait to me yu

on WENESDAY.I WISH WE HAD MORE N MORE FUN...

LAUGHING...

SEE YOU SOON.

all back new!!

2009-07-20T01:18:00.002+08:00

i noe i had breakdown for oneday.because i try my best not to show hady that im so jealous about someone...until that night i conference him.i was cried.then i started to hug tightly on him..saying that "i love yu so much,cant live without"..sob..sob..sob.but he didnt say anything..i quietly stop.until he say im gg back home...so he send me back homei will promise myself will NOT DO THAT AGAIN

To all MY DEAREST FRIEND..

SOSOSORIE ABOUT CHANGING THE BLOGGER LINK OR ABOUT THE POST.

2009-04-30T12:15:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!

2009-04-29T11:03:00.001+08:00

Dan... Bila esok datang kembali Seperti

sedia kala dimana kau bisa bercanda

Dan... Perlahan kaupun,

lupakan aku Mimpi burukmu

Dimana t'lah kutancapkan duri tajam Kaupun menangis,

menangis sedih Maafkan aku...

Dan...

Bukan maksudku, bukan inginku

Melukaimu sadarkah kau di sini

'kupun terluka Melupakanmu,

menepikanmu Maafkan aku
Lupakanlah/caci maki saja diriku

Bila itu bisa membuatmu kembali bersinar

Dan berpijar seperti dulu kala

2009-04-28T10:34:00.002+08:00

firstly i just wanna say that..
I STILL LOVE YU.
dun run away from me.
wat i do on yu...its alot of things..
im guess its been awhile u nid some
space bewteen u n me..
cos my love to yu.i cant forget..
if i did sumthing bad that u
cant forgive me.
doesnt matter..but our friendship
dun just end like that.cos i noe..
we still can be friend forever..
im sorry..
i wat i did....hmmz..

2009-04-25T22:33:00.002+08:00

hmmz..
im sick.
got the stomach pain.
my mum still inside the hospital...
i think tml she will out the hospital.

to my sygkemek..
i hope yu read my blogspot.
firstly..im sorry..wat i did,
plis..plis..plis.plis.plis.plis.plis...
I JUST WANNA U TO CALL ME
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
IM TOTALLY MISS YU SO MUCH!
by the way im sorry if i call alot of tyme.
that alls..babysygkemek..
this song for yu

2009-04-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

i miss my sygkemek.

why dun yu call me?

how bad are yu..

so wats with yu..

i noe i did sumthing

really bad..my bet..

to make yu angry so

easily.i dun wish to see

that on ur so angry..

hope yu call me

as asoon possible..

alryte...

its been bad day or good day..

morning until 4plus..was all fine.

happily...laugh so much..

but end up..it ws so sad..

as pernormal my mum went hospital

cause abt asxmia...i hope all fine..

miss yu mum..love yu..

2009-04-20T20:44:00.003+08:00

today im glad im meet sygkemek evening..

okie.lah here goes stories today...

i totally miss him so much.

by the way...morning i feel so tired.

cos yesterday i slept abt 4hrs.

in the morning i was totally lost for momment.

cause i didnt noe wat tyme sch start..

then when reach at tamp intercharge,

i met umaira brother.was talking to the

on the bus on the to school.he was talking

abt my werk.asking got work.cos i doesnt noe

nuthing.actualie for his student work.

reach school..as pernormal.goes..alot of nonsence

talking..after that..i went back hm..sleep for how

many min.hahahha!!!!sygkemek call me!!!wee!!

i love yu babe!!!!

soosoorry for not update for so long

2009-04-17T23:41:00.005+08:00

sunday 11/04/2009

i got pit on that day..
sorie to say...
was totally feel bad about them
very2 long stories to say about it..
firstly early the moring i called kiki..
to fetch.but end up i went off and met
umaira,feeza n din.i met them at cck.
took the cake.then meet kiki..at wlds.
then went to the pit.when reach there...
the weather bit werid.i dunno wats wrong
abt it.so lets i can say that got heavy rain.
we inside the ten.we took same picture.
its started to wet inside.so
i went ran to teh shuttle...
side of the cake was mess.so we try to
cover lil bit.
blah..blah...blah...
end up..we tastes lit bit..wthe food
i met new friendz.after all...but end of the day..

i had fun with feeza,umaira n din...

to umaira/din:thankz for the cheer up thing..hahahaha..
feeza:u too..same,thank for cheer up k..

13 to 17/04/2009

monday

i was so happy..cause school reopen.firstly
i miss my all my friend.cause without them
in the class..it so bored...okie..i cant believe
that i still can PERCAYE ABAT!THAT
HELMIZAR WENT FOR REBONDING.!
the next day i come,helmizar was not
REBOND...BLAH..BLAH..BLAH!!!
After school i met my sygkemek.
yeah!cant to see him went for his new school
i miss him like shit!school as pernormal..
after school sygkemek.the same..
but friday,i did not go school..
some problem.
i meet umaira at lot 1.
GUESS WAT!!!
I BROUGHT NEW LAPPY!!
YEAH!!!THATS WHY I GOT TIME
to update..yeah!
i miss my bestie..
cant wait to meet her again!!

TO sygkemek,im sorry

to SAKET HATI OF URS.

I DUN MEAN IT.okie.

gone to miss yu like hell..

2009-04-05T17:38:00.003+08:00

sorrie for not update the blog.
firstly i wanna to say that my lappy ROSAK!
cant stand it.now i at my sister place for awhile using
her lappy...if can want to update alot for picture but i forget
to bring my Harddrive.so now im feeling stress doing mr syed hmwk.
by the way...i did not do!telling the trurth i did not do at all!!!
help guy!!!

by the way...just now i met maizuki!
went out buy someone present.cos we totally
dunno wat to buy for them.after that i met my sis.
then go hm!!!

2009-03-20T10:58:00.003+08:00

yesterday we had fun gg out wif jess.my close fwenz.

me after skewl when off to the town.i met her.then

we spent walking.this jess bring dress.eee!im not comfortable.

then jess brought dress.we went for dinner..somehow totally paise

n malu.cos jess treat me alot thing..then we went to cinema watching

street fighter.guess wat jess had new BF.wow!good luck!for ur new BF.

by the way jess i miss yu like hell.but just meet yesterdae..hahaahaha!

to my dear someone

thnk arh..tk payah jumpe pun bleh

aku pun tk heran.sampai kau dah start

skola pun aku tk heran.pasal aku dah malas

nak ikut rentak kau.tkder mase seh..

aku tahu ape diri aku buat.tk payah

kau risau lagi.thnk arh...

2009-03-18T10:41:00.002+08:00

it been while nver update..
i think for pass few days...
oh ya..TO DEAR MY FWENZ!
WHO LIKE TO GOSSIP ABOUT ME
FAVOUR ARH!!!IF I SEE UR FACE OUTSIDE
I WILL GET YU!U SUCH BITCH!!!!

carzy siak..today alot of thing nid to finish up.
my asigment finish
ellya-done
tan-done
syed-??
dunno when to finish seh.....
today im gg to work
freak tired.which i can
stay at home.early..
but im gg to hangout with mastura.
i think at nyte i want to meet kemek.
c how arh...

2009-03-15T00:07:00.003+08:00

hie yu guyz.

sorry for not update.

been very busy day...

oh ya..

oh last sunday 08/03/09

i was my new newphw.

his name is muhd zahkri.

his my four cousin.

not much for updating...

okie lah..busy2..women..

for nisa..im sorry i didnt tell yu

abt not cuming sch.hope u forgive me...

2009-03-05T21:50:00.005+08:00

hyqel

twin-gal

me n nini

nisa n abat

2009-03-05T13:15:00.001+08:00

I LIKE HIM!!!

ROBERT PATTINSON!!!!

2009-03-05T12:46:00.002+08:00

its been funny day in school.
with peah n nisa.
they were taking picture
during the mrsyed.
i will update soon..
for the whole week
i was busy doing work.asual.
by the way..
MARCH
date due of adiution on 17march
holiday cuming soon..
but i dunno when..
but no time to been spent together with friend n family.
i have to work.
APRIL
on 2nd april is my anualversary 3years..
on 11th april,im gg out with umaira,feeza some pit.

not much for updating.
i will soon okie..

i miss my manager edith.
she been with me for 2month seh..
arh!!!miss her like helll!!!

to sygkemek,
goodluck for linecse car/motor.
all the best..i miss you so much!
WENT ARE YU GG TO MEET ME???

2009-03-03T10:25:00.002+08:00

sorry for so long nopt update.
cos im been very very busy..
doing my asignment.by the way
sayangkemek..thnk yu..help me
my asignment.
oh ya..cant wait next month.
i will update soon k..

to munirah,
plis inform me asap
of got birthday party k...

2009-02-20T10:48:00.007+08:00

saturday n sunday

i went out with sygkemek.the day was fun.

actualie lil-bit of fight between on the saturdae.

we had fun.we torn that night having the moment

between me n him.

on sunday we went out again...

but SORRY GF..

cant go outwith gal.i which to go wif again.

NEXT TIME okie..

so far sygkemek n i went to see all the viewside.

taking picture..i feel like im the NONSENCE!

sygkemek its not.watver arh!guess what we went

this to cash studio.cos i want to sing karaoke...

hahahaa..SUARA MACAM KATAK LA SEH!!!!

HAHAHAHA....

then we went back home.sygkemek send me back home..

oh babe.oh babe..thats so sweet of yu..i really glad that

u send if not i will scared seh...

at this late night..hahaha..

okie thats for saturday n sundae

WE HAD SPENT TOGETHER I WILL REMEMBER!!!

MONDAY,WEDNESDAY N FRIDAY

monday asuall mondae thwe BLUE...

Wednesday n friday

wednesday

i went back with atiqah.

hahaha..how surpising that...

SAME ROUTINE SCHOOL AND WERKING.

TUESDAY

After school we had fun together with

close friend jessica.we had dinner together.

then went we gg out i lost my wallet.

but i get back on thurday.

i was glad to have in back.

i miss my manager!

i totally miss yu like hell

hope to see yu soon....

2009-02-12T21:54:00.002+08:00

hie u guyz..
i feel so sad..
totally sad..
i cant meet kemek.
im guess its over???isnt???
deep down in my heart i wont forgive yu
wat u did on me last thurdae.i still remember.
but i still love yu..
it hard for me.
i cry..when i listern to my friend song..
im guess u dun realize that im not change.

in heart told me..just be friend.i dunno what to
say anything for ryte now.if im really2 wrong on yu..
im sorry.plis forgive me.wat i had done.
hope to see yu soon.if can..
i just wanna show u that..im sorry..
seriously

right now..plis dun call me.let me be free..
cos i dun seem like we both together as gf n bf.
i see n i look...u n i just like a friend.but i cant forget
abt yu.
u make me laugh..
u make me smile..
u always hug so tighly.i still remember that
u say "i love yu" on me.u hug so tighly at marina barage.
that so sweets until i cry...alot of thing..just cant write here..
totally make me cry.about yu...

2009-02-12T10:56:00.003+08:00

freaky bored today!
need finish all the assignment tyme!
today finish end lately seh!
wtf!!!

guess what i never go out wif kemek!
so freaky bored.i miss him like hell seh!
wat else i can do.kemek-kemek
seriously i miss u so much.plis i want to meet yu...
arrrh!!!!im so carzy abt yu!but im realize that i always
think abr yu so much.hows ur werking,
have u eaten,
alot of think i ask him.
but old same thing..he wont tell me.
sometime i feel asking myself abt him.
isnt he still want me or just dun want.
watver...next week totally busy
like shit seh!doing assignment.the
aftereffect!i hope i can cop for everything
werking n sch work.

oh ya..girlfriend!!
mastura,
wahidah,
shasha
u guyz cant wait gg out wif yu guyz!!
yeaph!!!!

2009-02-10T14:52:00.005+08:00

miss my sweety sygkemek..

miss the pass..we had fun alot...

2009-02-09T22:39:00.003+08:00

today was totally lazy to go work.
tired.so much thing we nid to do.
after all, i try my best to figure out.
like i can say..mondae bluez...
my asignment hvnt finish yet.wondering.
wat to do next.tml then i do.freaking tired lah..
okie lah..im gg take a rest..

to my dear sygkemek.
i know u been busy n me too..
how are yu?
miss ur hug
miss ur kiss...

call me asap k...

2009-02-08T14:35:00.002+08:00

hey guyz..
sorie wat not update.
been busy days..
werking as pernormal..
i dun wanna say abt the pass.
its hurting..

oh ya..yesterday was my sister engerment.
i cant come cos abt the stupid work...feel really sad.
but so far..alryte..

okie lah me gtg..
got work.
i will update asap k..

2009-02-04T07:50:00.002+08:00

hie yu guyz..
this morning make me feel weird writing the blog.
oh well..
heard..
thats got my friend name lina.
she got bf.
she told me to ask u guyz for the answers.

everyday lina was working so hardly to find money..
for herself.to be happy.so he got bf.his bf always
like to talk to him.they were totally happy.
one day.the night she gg back home..her bf msg him
ask where r u?but she straight away when to the hse phone to call
him.but evrytyme she realiase that why her bf always do this to her.everytyme
always...has in msg to someone else.watching tv
sometime dun want to ans her call.totally when she got fade up with her bf.
he just keep quiet..
she trying herself..to show how much she love him.
it seem her bf wont understand
her feeling at all.

wat surpose to do?
yu guyz???
tell me tag on me k..

help my fwenz...

2009-02-03T14:29:00.003+08:00

sunday

last sundae i had fun together with sygkemek.
he bring to yishun.i dunno the place called.
but i totally dun like the place.i wearing dress.
but so itch on my leg.why he never tel on the first
gg at this place.can wear jean or anything else lah.
so that i look okey gg there.but so far we got alot of fun.
i was having confuse about sygkemek.actually i got sumthing
to tell him.but is not good to tell.somemore monday is my birthday.
i keep thinking wat surposed to say on him.but i really else sygkemek
had show his love to me.totally love me so much.
i dun dare to say abt us
again.as long we still together and happy.
then we went to town.just looking around and window shoping.
i tot of buying dress.but sygkemek...wants to buy for me.alot of the dress
look so ugly.somehow...nah.i dun buy it.we spent each other.

sygkemek..
i love yu so much,
thank you for bring to the place that
i never been before.
it was totally fun.
i will bring that day we had fun.

to all who had wish me
HAPPY BIRHTDAY.
THANKS FOR THE WISHES
U GUY GAVE.

MONDAY

i got school.
my classmate.
wish hapy birhtdae thnk u guys..
mastura
wahidah
shasha
thank yu guys..bring me to swesen.
im totally happy.i got surpise for u guyz..

nisa
thnk for the sweet u brought for me.

thnk yu guysz...

nirah my lovely sister..
im totally happy.thnk for the wishes.
put my stupid picture ya..

thats all..
i will update picture..okie asap...

2009-01-28T13:52:00.002+08:00

not much of studies.
now start drawing storyboard.
quite find to doing storyboarding.
i got 5 more days to go.
gg to be 18..
but i dun feel want be 18.
cos im still young.
i noe people say that
wow 18..good arh can buy ciggaretes
so wat.u think i care..

now inside the class doing our own work.
as pernormal.nid to finish the asigment.
by the way...
i miss sygkemek so much.
cant wait meeting him.but on sundae
i hope i will be free.cos my last day becoming 17.
i hope sygkemek
buying 4 me one red rose.
and some present.
if he forget.then nvm.
its not my luck.
sygkemek i miss you..
but at least for my bedae
i just want ur hugging and kisses..
c you soon....

To nirah..
happy v,lated bedae.sorry for not cuming.
cos i got work.which that u can celebrate together as
aqrius days...
miss u nirah..c u soon...

2009-01-25T02:23:00.003+08:00

hie guys..

i just come back watching movie wif my fwenz jess.

the movie was totally make me happy.

before thre we were toking abt our

school

life

our bf..

so far i love the movie.

sygkemek

u shuld watch tat movie.

totallly nice...

hey jess..

thnk yu for everything..

i totally apericate wat u did..

make urself fee during ur bedae k..

cos thats gg be surpise..

totally suprise for yu..

okie lah..gtg bubye

2009-01-17T19:41:00.003+08:00

hello..u guyz..sorry for not update so much.

been busy with school and working.

im going miss them at

work cck.

firstly,i want say that my school getting

more2 asignmment.if u never come

i will never know wats gg on in school

to much fun in school..

studies

new thing to learn.

i totally love it.

nisa,i love u singing..

ur voice totally fall in love..

i miss my kemek so much..

no fighting..

but i cant wait my sygkemek
went in school.

hope u doing well.

dont treat me im not gf.

but in my heart..

no matter wat we had our life.

good or bad.

i will love yu so much.

2009-01-08T00:45:00.002+08:00

today,i was totally happy.
morning i met my ayah.
send me hm.
i saw his smile.but i could not
think abt the problem.we had now.
so i try my best not to say abt the problem.
but i cant stand it.so i just pretend that
im dunno...argh..keep thinking.wat the hell..!!!
watver lah.so..morning..
lesson.i got MR SYED.(my fav teacher)but
he look like rosyam nor.seh..
then break tyme.
i met hadi.for awhile.
cos im hungry.no money to eat.
i went his hse.hahaha.the hse n
my skewl its realie near.
after that i got ms ellya lesson..
cool the stories of
KALLANG ROAR!!!
its movie.
im guess some of you guy as watch.
that movie were totally awesome.
but we nid to do some critizen.
for my hmwk.
after that.straight away..
to met kemek.
but this kemek..no nid to meet him.
guess wat i almost at his place.
wat the hell..hahaha
he went out wif his famlie.
then i went back home...
so i reached hm.change cloths.then go work..
at work much think to learn.
i miss all y fwenz..
PRIMARY
MY WORK PLACE.

TO DEAREST
KEMEK,
thnkx for the treat.
i miss you so much.
love you.
i want to say..
thank you for been my bf.
its been 3years.
u the onlie want who noe my attitude much.
who can stand my attitude.but i dun wish to
i hurt your feeling.
but one thing..
here goess...

YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HOLDS ME TIGHT

WHEN IM FEELING DOWNAND NOTHING FEELS RIGHT

YOU ARE THE ONE WHO DRIES MY TEARS

WHEN I AM SADAND CHASES AWAY ALL MY FEARS

YOU ARE THE ONE WHO COULD SAY NOTHING

BUT THEN STILL HAVE A WAY

TO BE MY EVERYTHING

YOU ARE THE ONE WHO ASKS ME HOW I AM DOING

I CANT ANSWER IM LISTENING TO

YOUR WORDS THEY ARE SOOTHIN

GAND YOU ARE THE ONE I DONT WANT TO GO AWAY

BECAUSE WITHOUT YOUMY HEART WOULD SURELY DECAY

BUT MOST OF ALL YOU ARE THE ONE WHOS NEVER LIED;

AND WHEN MY HEART STOPS

I WANT YOU BY MY SIDE

SO WHEN I GET TO WHERE IM GOING

I WILL KNOW I HAD YOU

WITH NOTHING NEAR BORING

AND IF I WERE TO RE-LIVE IT

I WOULD DO EVERTHING

THE SAME

BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU MY LIFE I WOULD QUIT!

THANK YOU FOR READING .

NEVER GOOD ENOUGH BUT THIS ONE CAME

FROM MY HEART THIS IS FOR

MY BOYFRIEND AND I JUST WANTED HIM

TO KNOW HOW I REALLY FELT ABOUT

HIM AND I AM MORE THAN HAPPY WITH HIM

HE IS MORE THAN I COULD HAVE ASK FOR!!!I

LOVE YOUBABY KEMEK!!

2009-01-06T09:22:00.001+08:00

sorie for not the update.
i was so busy.
schling n werking.

PUTRI
IM SORI FOR NOT TEXT YOU
COS I TOTALLY BUSY.
I WILL MSG YOU AS SOON POSSIBLE K.
I MISS YOU.
JGN SEDIH K.

2009-01-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

i dunno wat stay at my uncle.
i use to be his daughter.
wat i want i always get from him.
but he promise me not to let me down.
guess wat he let me down.deep down in my heart
i cry...cos he had done worng on my parents.
i fell really2 sad.just now i called my ayah.
i was shivering.i could not say anythin.
cos his my fav unlce.oh god.let this be peace
one day...hope everyone will be friendly each other.
i miss my ayah....zzzz.zzz..zzz...

2008-12-30T17:30:00.002+08:00

i cant wait for the countdown.
but i cant spend time wif my kemek.
is it okie.but i knoe we love each other.
i think abt him
every moment..
every min.
every sec.
my love for you.
is getting big and bigger.
we dicuss abt our marriage.
but it so far away.
it will be 10more years.
we decide.if we still toge or dont.
just follow the flow of us.
so next year is brand new.
i will be working/schling.
my kemek will schlling.
and im not sure of that.

okie lah i will stop here..
i will countinue tonyte.

2008-12-28T00:26:00.007+08:00

hey you guys
watcha yu doing??
today i had alot of fun.
cos morning.i went out wif famlie.
eating breasfast.then after that
i went rounding to my hse.but i stayed
at car.siting about 20min.cos my famlie
went to JB.SO i cant follow them cos i got
interview for work.oh yeah.then after that.
i went to my sister hse again.to take pasport.
then they went off.my dad send me
to Lot 1.so went for the interview.wow!
i got the job.but i was totally ermm..
feel scared that can meet my old-skewl
fwenz.argh!!!if can i dun want to meet them
especially someone.....""""""".......
after that i went back home..
sleep abt 2hr.
then meet kemek
we totally much okie lah
but im gg miss him so much
next year its our own time..
we not gg to spent time much.
cos now im thinking of money.
earn some money.
for money is more important in life.
at least need some money..
WORK!WORK!WORK!
by the way kemek..
dun worry happy always
gagagaagagahahahahahahhagaagagag!!!

by the way..
COUNT DOWN ITS CUMING!!
PRIMARY SCHOOL
NO HANGOUT????

MY ITE FWENZ
NO COUNT DOWN???

SKEWL CUMING SOON!
YEAH!!!

TO ALL MY DEAR FWENZ..

I MISS YOU ITE FWENZ.
PLIS CALLING2 ME
OKIE..

2008-12-22T13:36:00.003+08:00

yesterday i went out wif kemek..
actualy before other day.we had stupid fight..
i dunno abt wat.i dunno say anything.
but yesterday was totally great day..
we watched the soccer thing..
vietam vs singapore..
guess wat..
singapore losses..
i totally mad.is not fair!!!
after we watch..
i heard somone called "abgcik"
it was kemek's cousin.
hahahaha..i was laughing like hell..
abgcik.first time i heard i;m his gf.
baby2 love you.hahahaha..
then we weny back.during we walking
i saw atok!!!hahha..i saw happy.
its running late.and i have pee..
so walking quickly..but thats alot of people.
i went i reach at kallang mrt.
went straight
to the toilet.arh!!!
cant wait.then after that.
i went back home.

sorie u guys..
i didnt take any pic.
cos i forget to bring it.
next tyme if got again
i will take it again.

2008-12-19T23:35:00.004+08:00

sorry for not update so much.my holidays so so so boring.like i can say..

i miss school so much..

i miss my fwenz..

wahidah

mastura

nini

shasha

sofee

safa

nisa

umaira

atiqah

abat

atok

ein

helmizar

hope to see you soon..

GUYZ!!!!

Today my parent is gg to KL.

i wanted to follow.but my mum say cant..

u must stay at home..

haiz..hope she gg with safe jernoury..

i love you so much..mummy n daddy..

SYGKEMEK OR BABEKEMEK

Sound so werid fo it.."kemek"

hahaahha..

watever!!!

by the way im totally bored.

BORED

SYGKEMEK!

NOT AGAIN..I BEEN SO SO

SICK!!PLEASE CALL ME

IM WAITING!!

WAITING

YYYOOOUUU

CCCCAAAALLLL!!!!

OH YA TOMARROW

IM GG TO SISTER HSE.

COS NO ONES ARE ALLOW TO

STAY AT HOME.

I DONT CARE..

LETS I SAY..

IM GG OUT WIF FWENZ..

SPENT TIME..

ACTUALY

I DUN LIKE TO STAY

AT MY SISTER HSE..

OKIE LAH..

NOT MUCH OF FUN

AT HM..HAHAHAHA...

OKIE..WE STOP HERE.

I GOT SOMETHING

TO DO..

GUYS..SMS ME OR CALL ME..

IM BORED..!!!!

2008-12-12T00:45:00.002+08:00

worried abt my sister and my kemek..

my sister overdos because abt sumthing
then she kene sent to woodbrige.actualie
she went doctor.then the doctor send her
to hospital.then the hospital people send
her to woodbrige.that why the stories
goes liek that.but i look
at her.she totally look sick.crying..
so i dunno wat to say..but my parent keep
saying to sumthing.i could not here anything.
cos is really far away.but i start to cry.cos i miss
her..alot of thing we had done.as in famlie.
but she so stupid.that i can she so stupid.
that all...

kemek..
why u trying avoid me?
im looking forword to see yu..
but i really dunno wat to say..
i did for you video.
i hope u like it.but nah..
i guess..i nid to delete
i really dunno..
shuld i?or not?
i miss ur kiss
i miss ur hug
i miss ur smile
i misses yu so much.
baby-if i got do sumthing wrong
please forgive me.cos i noe myself
i didnt mean to hurt yu.

2008-12-09T01:15:00.002+08:00

i was a very happy for my nephew
he is going 1years.i really love him so much..
i will update his pic soon..

oh ya..
i invite someone.
but that someone cant get thru
by calling him.
i totally sad.
i dunno wat to say on him.
everyday i try to talk to him
but no want answers..
i try my best that
i really love him..
but i feel my feeling
just getting lost..
i cant playing around just like that.
i now in delima..
but i noe
i myself can be patient and wait.
wat is going on.i must be strong to go thru...
like someone say..

i misses him so much..

2008-12-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

love kemek so much...

2008-12-03T22:39:00.003+08:00

today was my first summer.

having tired day.

cos i dunno wat to do at home.

i kept waiting for kemek calling.

but just call for awhile.

as we go for the summer,

i waiting for kemek to go out wif me.

but nah..its okie.

he having hard time wif his werk and alot of stuff.

i understand.

but i kept thinking about this guy.

my last time friend who i got a crush with.

he wanted ask me out.but i said nah..i dun want go out.

i keep saying to tired.

blah..blah.blah...then i was shock,

he got crush wif me too.

but i dunno wheather i can move on or not.

cos deep down in my heart thats someone special.

i cant say anyting.arhh!!!

oh god..help me wif this

.can i be strong engouh wif him or that guy.huh??

but i noe im strong engouh.i can show that kemek

how much i love him

and

i really dunno wat to say on my sygkemek.

we just not like last time.having fun together.

guess wat.kemek just msg me say behave urself.

if not im not going to topup e hp.

wat on the earth he say like that on me.

he can say like that.

he really bad kemek.

as long he really nice to meet

i would be happy.

2008-12-01T23:56:00.002+08:00

today was totally tired.but so much of studies going on.

but somehow i cant consenrate because i find hadi was not beside me

i wish he could tell me that he love me or do the best for exam or wat lah.

babyhadi

i sorry about today night.it was totally misses you like hell.

which i could tell that how much i love you.to show my love for you.

babekukemek.

2008-11-18T19:27:00.002+08:00

hello u guyz..

miss having fun at kL..which we can turn back the time.

today got really hard time doing the webpage cos we only got 2week to settle it out.exam just around the corner.i cant wait to finish school.cos i want to celebrate with my family.my family and i planing to go oversea..weappps..yeah yeah..so much of happy..okie lah..i stop here cos im doing my sch work.ms lulu.hahaha..hate the work but i like ms lulu.hahaha..okie gtg..i will update soon..

feeza i miss you...c u soon..

2008-11-16T02:55:00.007+08:00

IM DONE KLCC TRIP.
THANK YOU TEACHER.
I REALLY LOVE IT..

2008-11-16T02:05:00.002+08:00

hello u guyz..sorry for not update for so long..

im guess only for 5days i aways..

oh ya,i got alot to tell you guess the stories

so much.i cant wait to type for you guys.

first day

we need to reach at newton at 6.45am.

thats the early we gg off.so every settle down.

before we go.i keep thinking kemek.cos i did

sumthing wrong wif him.i which i could tell.so

after we went off..to kL.

I taught they went to KL.guess its wrong.
we take around 6hr plus to reach thre.

we went to selangor

for 1 nyte.the stories like this.

they welcome well good.

we got step father n mother

the name call DORANI HOMESTAY.

guess what y step father name hj surot.

I cant stand the smell of kampung.eeeyuck!

hate it.but after all..its all fine.oh well,that nyte we had

silat,kompang n kuda kepang.actually the kuda kepang

was totally surpising.teacher told us that no kuda kepang.but they

want to give us a show of kuda kepang.so teacher cant do anything.

the guy who perform wented back hm to get the thing of kudak kepang.

so teacher nevr say anything.so we just keep quiet.when it start the barongan.

i totally scared about it.i run away.then i start crying..

i could not say anything.after that our first nyte sleeping over my step father hse.

i decided not to sleep.cos im scared.my n my fwenz.could not say anything.

we try to close our eyes.slow2..we went sleep..

thats our first nyte..

2nd day

morning..i did not shower.cos the water was cold.e fwenz nver at all.shower

cos we scared.hahha..we take all the photo of us and with the famlie.then

we got ativities.then we went to KlCC.so much of thinking ativties.

so we reached at hotel.we hang out at zul place.the we had great tyme.

after all..

3rd day

wow!!we got eat breasfast at hotel.wow..that alot

of people.i could say anything.it was totally pack.like ants seh.then

at 9am............................................................

we went malaysia this school.i forget the name.

by the way.i love to see everyone.

i meet u new fwenz.this guys was so hot.

hahaha...then we went to putrajaya.

we took alot of pic..

after that we went back hotel

that time was very tired..but we went to

room to room.distured all my fwenz..

could not remember went i sleep to my fwenz room

paise siak..!!!

4rd day

asualy wake then went for breasfast.

we went to batu cave..

then we took some pic thre.it was so high.

im tired.feel like sitting down on the stairs but could not.cos

got monkey over thre..after that..we went to

royal selangar factory.i brought necklace for my syg n me.

but end up my syg nver wear.i feel really sad.(went i reach singapore eh)

then we went to KL MUSEUM.We took alot of pic.after that we went to pentani

street.i brought 2shoes.one for me n one for my sister.

guess wat my sister dun ever say thank you.

bull shit.by the way sister..i dun want buy for you animore.

then we went nasi kandar.we went to eat together.wow!!

full hungry so much.after that we went back hotel.

we pack alot of things.cos friday we gg back home.

...feeza n me...

had fun inside the toilet.flashing water up down..

i totally miss feeza so much...hope to see u soon.

after that we went t sleep..

last day..

morning asual..we had breasfast.

then at 9am.we went to some compeition.

cos one of my fwenz..2ndyear sutdent.i use to call him

pendek.(short)they do montion grahic compeition.then

we went to choco factory.i nver go down.cos im lazy to go

down.so after that we went to time square shopping mall..

around 1plus.we went back to singapore..guess wat i miss

singapore so much.i which could kiss the singapore..

but some place i hate..hahaha...

by the way..all teacher who had sponsed all this..

i just want say thank you so much.i really love it.

2008-11-09T23:42:00.005+08:00

Im gg to kL...for 1 week.

Im gg to miss sygkemek so much!!!

by the way sygkemek.

don't worry not to worry

i will be fine.okey.

N
i miss you

i love you

when i reach home then i will call you.

its tyme for you to cool down.
and think about it.

for me,i know wat surposse to do about us

i feel bad doing sumthing really bad.

i want to say sorry wat i had done.i
hope u can understand my feeling so much.

gimme more time to think about us.

i realise that i look like kid begging like small kid,

like age of 13.by the way,

u make me feel different about us.can we still continue?

let the anwers be serect just like that....

2008-11-08T21:26:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was MASTURA BRITHDAY!!!

we ate soul garden...

HERE THE PHOtOWE TAKE...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAS!!!

SHASHA N MAS WANT TAKE PICTURE ALOT.

i hope u like it we brought the cake..

then we start eat..

by the way mas happy birthday hope u like our plan surpise.

2008-11-08T00:47:00.000+08:00

Tiba-tiba engkau ada

Kemudian engkau hadir

Laksana kerdil ku memeluk

Lihat aku lebih dalam

Di matamu ku melihat

Ada cinta yg tersirat

Sirami hati merebak

Barangkali aku salah

Ku terdiam bukan bisu

Tahu engkau besar malu

Tutupi rasa gelisah

Biar saja waktu nanti

Yang menikmati kisah ini

Bersamamu aku senang

Belum juga kah kau menyadarinya

Akulah yg pantas untuk kau cintai

Di bawah langit biru aku bersumpah

Diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta

Arti cinta ini sudah menelan waktuku

Siang malam hanya untuk pikirkan engkau

sejuta kali aku berani bersumpah

Diriku tanpamu apa artinya cinta

2008-11-07T00:03:00.002+08:00

arrrhhh....

aku memang bodoh.meyesal.tak pakai otak aku cakap.nie memang salah aku.

salah aku.aku rase memang aku bodoh.bodoh sekali..aku dah tak tau nak cakap ape

lagi kesah aku dgn dier.arhhhh!!!

MEMANG AKU BODH SENDIRI!!!!

2008-11-06T23:51:00.003+08:00

aku tahu ape salah aku pat kau.tapi aku masih sayang kau.aku tak leh tinggalkan kau.aku menyesal sekali.MEYESAL..aku dah tahu nak buat ape dgn hidup kalau takder kau.hatiku hancur sekali.lagi tige hari aku dah kene gi KL.aku rase,aku tk nk pergi.aku tkder mood nak pergi.saaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaanggggggggg,kenape ken tinggal aku.aku menyesal sekali.tolong lah..aku sayang sgt seh..

2008-10-25T23:44:00.004+08:00

i dunno where to start.first of all,i was totally stress over something.let said this n realise my stress over it..i know i fat.i dun have a face n look so pretty as someone.if u really love me why cant u accept me as i am.i feel really pain in my heart i could not say anything,what u had done to me.it just memory.passby.i was totally sad wat u done.when i sick.u were not thre n beside me.when im trying to go out with you.i could call u.u switch off ur hp n dont want to pick my call.The last i gave u sweet msg to say sorry.u dun ever care.so wat i do now.just sitting thinking about you.what surpose to do with you..now totally sorry what i done to you.if i really di wrong you.it just stupid thing over n over again.im guess we can only be fwenz not more then that.but i cant live without you.i totally wanna you..in my life.haiz...im freaking stress rytez!!!

2008-10-24T19:10:00.003+08:00

yesterday was hadi brithday.Im so happy he turn 21..yeah,yeah..

but first of all..i want say that i really love you so much.i didnt meant to hurt u.to my sygkemek. i still love you and will always do.No matter wad u do or have done.Every human have their bads and good.I forgive you.i hope u will forgive me too.we will learn from our mistake and make this realtionship more stable and stronger...

sorry for not celebrate with you.cause im really busy wif my school work.can we find our day..that we can enjoy..more u things we know about singapore..hahaha..wat merepek i talk..hahaha..babe..i love you..hope to se u soon..

2008-10-23T18:46:00.003+08:00

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2008-10-20T19:57:00.002+08:00

its been two days i had no hp.arhh..!!!

i miss my adrime.

i wish i could his number somewhre.but nah..

i guess i got kemek.but i dun feel i got love to him.

i can say i love you on him.

but deep down in my heart.

feel like lossing him...

nows aday he keep toking abt his ex

.i could not stand it.i know she more pretty then me.

so wat.i totally jelous.but some how..

i really dunno wat to do.

but i was totally force in my studies ryte now.

let contiune like this.

this is best thing that i can realise

sumthing that i totally forget him..

2008-10-19T00:25:00.001+08:00

I LOST MY HANDPHONE!!!!

EVeryone who noe me!!!

PLIS CONTACT MY HSE!!!!

2008-10-14T22:39:00.006+08:00

hey ppls,
yesterday was my first day of sch.
nah..just normal day..oh ya guess wat..
we are moving to ITE TAMP.
ONLIE FOR DESIGN COURSE.
yeah,yeah,yeah...
Im so happy.cant waet for my new sch
n plus i can get to met sygkemek.hahhaha
after sch.i met jess.she company me
go for eat at kfc.to make the stories short..
we had fun talked abt our sencondary life.
i was so slengeh seh.okie2 lah..dun tok this
old sch.then we went back hm.i was totally
safina.last she was my close fwenz.then skali
go long-long stories.lazy to share...hahaha
when reach hm..totally excited to go for
joggin.yeah i did again!!!im so happy..
then reach home..bath.i quickly switch on
my com.i totaly distured jane.hahaha..
JANE IM SORRY TO DISTURED YOU
BEH..actualie im bored n tired.so i start all
my rusbish.wat to do KATE SUE...hahaha..
then i went to sleep..

TODAY
i really cant wake up morning..
guess wat mastura wake me up
by smsing me.but i cant wake up
.i scold mustura
cos she really irratating.but end up i went
go.cos my fwenz a alone.so better i go.then
reach at interchange i say on her im sorry.
so all fine.we went to sch.wat siak.reach hm..
kene sujuk pat cikgu p.e.pasal aku nie tk selalu gi p.e..
wtf..i hate it..then after p.e..
then got mee-maggie lai period..
wtf...i hate it.but end up we nid to research for her..
then we can pass our modue..watever..
after that i went for break-time.
so sygkemek was smsing me..
he said he sick.he got fever..then he ask me
to buy for him food.
so after all the lesson we had.
my fwenz and i..
went go eat mee soto.
cos so long nvr eat.
i miss mee soto at AES seh...
so after eat..i went down to paya lebar.
buy for sygkemek.then i waeted for him.
so long.feel like fall asleep just like that seh.
then around 7plus...
he come.then i gave the food.
then i touch his body.really he got fever.
but he touch me.NOT FAIR...
baby seh..wanna pay back.but i say nah i dun want..
cos today im gg to treat you babe.
so i went back home.babe gave me a kiss.
i really happy!!!

babe i love you...

peace out..im gg to sleep..im tired...

~toodlees~

2008-10-10T20:15:00.002+08:00

today i feel like jogging n have roller blazer.

around 6.i went for jogging..then late around 7plus i went for roller blazer.

its been really tired.i hope i can do it again..weee!!!!

2008-10-10T01:06:00.004+08:00

hey guyz..
what i can say is today was realie bad day,erm...i dunno how to explain.in mornig i was in hospital.thats got problem over thre.but i went to kk's hospital to see hyqel.actuali hyqel sick before he went to hospital.sick for 6days.then just yesterdae morning..my parent send him to hospital.because he got high fever.its really worse.the next day..my sister in-law call me hm.she told me.the doctor said he got flames alot in his body.so when for therary all..i dunno how explain on you guyz..so i was there.we brought him a ballon like barney.he love barney so much..he kiss the barney.he was totally cute.we stay until nytez..but along the way i kept thinking abt him.guess u shuld noe.who he is.so we went back hm..but we went eat at marsling.after eating dinner.we went back hm...

2008-10-09T01:19:00.001+08:00

arrhhhh!!!!

I LOST MY CONTACT!!!ALL MY FWENZ CONTACT!!!!

DEAR MY FWENZ WHO KNOW ME!!!PLIS SEND ME UR NUMBER TO ME!!!

COS I LOST ALL UR NUMBERS!!!!!

2008-10-08T04:51:00.002+08:00

like u can see now.i change my skin.cos my old skin like sux.i dun like it.buat mate saket jer.oh ya..i quiet busy wif my hari raya stuff. will put my pic of hari raya cuming soon.this year my famlie nvr took coz which one got part to do.so we dun have tyme to take.which i can take n give you guys to see..okie im done here..

CUMING SOON GOING OUT WIF FRIEND JALAN RAYA!!!!

2008-09-27T00:44:00.002+08:00

oh well..im very tired now adays.cos im having cleaning my house n im working.so far my preparation of hari raya is good,at last.is over my preparation.so now i been working for full tyme.today hykal bedae..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYKAL!!!
ALL THE BEST.GODB BLESS YOU..
STUDY HARD...

I tml could come for bedae "so cal" bedae party.im really sorry..cos im working.by the way i miss her mum.so long never see her mum.i keep thinking of him.wish i can see her mum everyday.oh ya..hykal is hady's brother.so call younger brother.so tml morning i will be working until nyte.im tired seh.wish can hady fetch me seh.haiya...
babyku hady..i miss you so much.i hope i could tell you.how much i love you seh.erm...im really tired ryte now.feel likfe gg sleep seh..okie lah.gud nyte u guyz.who does read my blogger...i love you guys...

2008-09-19T23:50:00.003+08:00

firstly i was happy to meet hadi on thursday.i dunno whre to start.is just me n him.first of all,i dun want to meet him cos i dun any quarreling wif him..but it turn up was fun.in evening i met him.im guess someone saw him at gelyang.it was freaking awesome wif him.i hug him.fell really cry when i hug him.it been along tyme i never meet him.i try not to meet but end up i cant force my feeling toward on him.we spent together.we talk all about us.i love him so much.but i still cant accept him.OMG!!!..all my fwenz said it the best thing to go on wif kemek.but i reaslise not now.i just want be alone.studies.somemore about my own life.he can onlie be my side.i dun mind.but he still my sweetheart..shhh..!!!so malu seh..tell tis to everyone..hehehe..babe(kemek)i noe i did wrong on you.but im guess its hard for me to move one.it just you..thats all i can say.N i want to say i love you so much...

oh ya..today we went out for buke ramai2 wif my primary school.i love them.it just like normal days.u noe wat i mean..everyone change alot.i totally happy just a normal days..i will update soon.then photoh okie..

2008-09-16T23:50:00.004+08:00

I MISS MY CLASSMATE>>>>>>

EIN
ATOK
ABAT
SAEFUL
HELMIZAR....

THIS PART I CANT TAKE IT...

I MISS ALL..

MY CLOSE FWENZ CLASSMATE

WAN,UMAIRA,IDAH,SHASHA,MASTURA,NINI,NURUL.FIZAH....

2008-09-14T12:47:00.003+08:00

saturday

most to most i got dance practice.but it turn out cancel the dance practice.i was really bored.then i went to meet nirah.thinking ltr how work.isnt far away.coming up we go this buke ramai2 dgn my old school.yeah!!thats wonderful..back to the stories.i went back to home.to get sumthing for my work stuff.then after we went for work.whe we reached the place.the place really look carzy.i cant taking seh.cos my us confused.we try on cloths.everything.after that.we went for our place.the place quiet nice.i more likely.during the time.was really frusrated cos alot of things to clear.guess what that place got 7 event.i was totally shock.after we work our place.the mananger ask us to go up.i was really terrible.i dun wan it.cos i really tired.we went up for clean.i got one free 7-up.nirah n dee call me achik penyanpu.cos i was clean the floorand end up around 11.then we went for change cloth.but i decide to my pick wif my work uniform..weee...

2008-09-11T14:22:00.002+08:00

yesterday,i was totally boring during the lesson.but some i saw this guy from part time course.he kinda sweets.smiling me.but to bet he always come on wednesday.then i went my werk at goodwoodpark hotel.quite fun work over there.i met my old~sec fwenz.was really fun to see them.then i met another as my junior in brige club.the manager was totally suck.talking rusbish.some vulger word.after work my dad fetch me bk home sweets home.i was really tired.but end up doing my assignment.thats alot of assignment that 2more to go for today.today im never come to school cos i got ingure mylegs.im guess tomarrow must pass everything my assigment.

i kept thinking of my ex kemek.i still i got feeling.you guyz noe that i still wif that guy.but my feeling is different toward that guy.most to most let me break up wif him.cos not use steady wif him.i just wish that i wif hadi still together.still loving each other..

2008-09-08T00:11:00.004+08:00

firstly i dunno what to say abt life.life is gg around n around like rollcoster.here goes....
yesterdae i went meet my bestie jessica.i was really happy to meet her.i followed her.then went to wlds.cos her hp was spoilt.after that we went to town.we watch movie call THE SASSY GIRL...The stories almost finish late around 9plus.we wanted to go esplande.but it was raining.so we did stay at plaza singapura.oh ya..almost forget..i didnt tell you guy..we watch at plaza sing...
after that..we sit at cafe.have great cake.we ate together.then alomost around 10plus we went back hm...during gg back home.someone call me..asking me who am i.i was really surpise.that person name irman..he say wanna get noe me.so i say yesh.onli fwenz mah..hahaha..after that..we just talk on the phone.then the next day..i sms or msn..he nevcr reply anything...wish i can turn the moment we had..

TODAY

i went johor wif my famlie.we had fun over thre.wow!!thats alot of food..i wish i could eat infront.but i feel malu..hehhe.. we break fast at johor.it kinda cool over.can here people preyers.
i love to stay like kampong.but they kompong more worse can heard alot of ghost sound.but when it come to syawal month..they wil really happening...so wat i can just kept quiet wat my mum stories teller..hehehhe...after that we went back home.it was jam.in car i was sleeping.listern music.checking my newphew.everything wat i need to do.
when reach home...zzz..zzz..zzz..

hmmm..i was thinking about my new guy.i was totally freak out.wat he say on me..but i try my best to be strong engouh..oh ya..just want to talk abt it..about HIM.

firstly,
he totally nice person.
2nd,
he got big smile.
3rd,
his body will really tuogh.
4th,
he like to go club,
5th,
he like to hang out wif his fwenz.
6th,
mum goes first
7th,
he talking about his life in ns.
last 8th,
talking about his life at the boat.somemore it will take 3-5years.

i say to him.i can for him.but he say okie.but im gg to apove tad i can.just pass ago..i look at him.he totally change just like that.i was really surpise.did i do wrong on him or wat.i hope he still love me...

JESS n NIRAH>>just go wif the flow..

faizal aka jimmy>>>relax k. things happen for a reason.
hmmm, aku jd ko, aku tk lyn dier. its better not to always kol. cause some ppl think its kinda tired everyday talking.
yeah. treat dier mcm kwn jek.

hadi aka kemek>>thnx for talking to me n meet me on that day.

(LIFE MY MUST GO ON NO MATTER WHAT)

in my heart i keep asking same lyrics

Adakah diriku kau tak perlu lagi?

Adakah cintaku kau tak perlu lagi?

Adakah dirimu dah berubah hati terhadap diriku.
Adakah insan lain bertakhta di hatimu

Hinggakan dirimu mengubah cintamu

Manakah cintamu yang kau beri dulu kepadadiriku..
Kau pernah berkata cintamu adalah untuk

selama-lamanya

Bulan menjadi saksi pada malam itukau kata kau cinta.
Sayangku dengarlah rintihan hatiku

Ingin kau kembali seperti dahulu

Kenangan di jiwa membuatku rindu kepada dirimu.
Kau pernah berkata cintamu adalah untuk

selama-lamanyaBulan menjadi saksi pada malam itukau kata kau cinta
Kiranya diriku kau tak perlu lagi

Simpanlah kenangan cinta kita dihati

Walaupun ku sukar,ku akur kali ini

Biarlah ku pergi

Maafkan ku bertanya…..

this from adam ku bertanya..

this is end of the stories abt HIM...

2008-09-05T10:26:00.002+08:00

i dunno whre to start bt yesterdae i was having fun wif idah n fizah.

after school we wented out to take some photo for our project.

so we decide to drop at town area.we walk around.then to

cityhall.we took all the pic we wanted.after that we have our fasting

at burgerking.somehow was surpised hadi called me.i totally miss him voice.

shhh....!!!please dun tell anyone.hehehe.imagine-but after wat he did to me.i wont accept him

as my guy or ex.just fwenz.cos he got own gal.i guess so.by the way i miss fauzeeku syg.

he my new lover.wat i can tell him.he really cute.he really nice person.like i cant accept him as my own guy.i really paise to have him.but i wat i can tell that i have strong feeling he will be mine.hehehe...jkjk(joking)..oh ya back to the stories.after eat.we went take nightlife photo.

we were feeling so much of taking the picture.katekan aje feeling photograhy..hehehe...almost 9plus then we back home.i msg that i hope u had fun wif me.then idah said yeah me too..(idah i miss all the fun we had.)

2008-08-26T21:07:00.002+08:00

update update update!!!!

life is getting busy.project another project.

last saturday

i have date with this guy.name fauzee.i was really scared to meet him.ya i do i like him.but after all i had heard my fwenz his short.but i dun care,as long he like me n i like him.all will be smooth in life.here goes our stories.i met him at chat.so we went for talk at phone.we decide to meet last saturdae.i was really please to meet him.he fetch me at busstop near my house.before that my sister saw,she said not bad adeq..u got better taste then me.wahahaha..i was laugh.but not fair cos she saw first.so i went down to look for him.my heartbeat gg fast.so i was really scared.when i saw him.wow!!!he just short lil bit.nah..nvm..cos i dun care. we gg off to marina but it ws rain.so we decided to wait for the rain stop.we sit at the voice deck.so after the run stop.we went to marina.we were having fun.watching firework.most to most i really happy to have him.it just first started.so afterthat i went to eat at burgerking.he treat me.i really say thank you so much.i really paise lah..hahha.after that we went for shill somewhre.then morning we went back..

2008-08-19T20:22:00.002+08:00

HADI n THAT GUY I LIKE

i was really blurr after all.dunno which want to choose.by the way i still choose that guy i like.my heart.by the way u guyz cant forget me n kemek.cos we no more longer together...

SCHOOL

in school.i pass my ipo nano for compeititon.then i got another one.so most to mosst im really busy with school work.

Now i was really tired.want to go sleep.need to take care my body.which me luck for my compeition..

2008-08-17T14:17:00.002+08:00

once

again

someone

hurt me alot.

by the way u guyz noe who he is..

2008-08-09T11:39:00.002+08:00

About us n over

mostly i just want thank to my ex hadi.i
which u all the best in ur werk.

i heard u want to school again.hope u doing well in it.

i always remenber u as my lovely ex.

thank you so much been with me all the time

i really aperiacate abt it.

my life

my live as pernormal.looking forward in studies.but im not sure of dropping sch.i told me teacher.she said fine wif you.think wisely.next i really drop off.tuesdae i nid to beg at my teacher to like me stay in school for studies.which i love all friend.mostly i had big dream.wanted to be fine art teacher.best thing my friend said studies hard.no more playing in ur studies as while"someone".

New work

yesterdae it was national day celebration.it was fun during in school.i was happy of it.then after that i went eat wif some fwenz.after that i went back home.shower then eat some food.then go out for my new werk.when i reach at city hall.i need to meet my sister at work.asking me for send at suntec.then i call the person.whre the place is.so did call the agent.asking whre the place is.then he pass the phone to someone else.it was a guy.who want to fetch at the suntec.so i did wait for him.then him come.was really surpising.i was really into the him.he kind of cute.good looking.but firstly im not going for steady at all.i promise myself sumthing.so we just walk.ask our name.then i when i reach the place i was really surpisely all guy over that..i mean his fwenz.accept me.so he introducing me n his fwenz.they really friendly.firstly i in. i was really check on it for the first time.just looking around for sch.so i dicide not say.the place was really weired.then i went for changing the clolth.then went for eat at the canteen.after that have talk just for a mins.then during that thing.the guy who fetch me sitting beside me.his name"apiz".he really keep beside me.i dunno why.then we in the captain.each one them will asign to different captain.so i was really happy to get wif my new fwenz apiz.so as pernormal werking.then around 11plus.we just finish.then we went toget wif all new my fwenz.then meet my sister.then went back.i was really happy.then home sweets home...